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Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 1:07 AM this long friendship.. Friends don't have to be around each other to support each other.. Friends give each other personal space and privacy.. Friends only have to be there when they need you.. In short, we are dispensable. Like how the world is so realistic, and so is friendship. This many lies I've told myself that we'll stay together even if we don't meet. You don't have to be involve in their lives, just read their blog and you'll know their daily happenings. One of the First~! We are connected in spirit and in soul. But yet, they hurt in the negative way.. Why don't they wna meet? Why won't someone initiate/ organize? I hate secrets. If they can have so much happenings with other friends, why won't we meet? Not even 1 to 1? Afraid of the million questions I'd ask? Scold you for ignoring me? Not telling you when I have problems? But then again, it goes in a circle. These questions will turn back to me. I don't wna meet them. I'm always initiating/ organizing. I meet with my school friends too. Don't worry, I won't be bothered anymore. I won't force you to say anything you don't wna. Cause I've realised, the problem lies with me. I don't give ppl the feeling to want to share. I'm too childish. I'm becoming more and more independent now. I'm growing up. Growing for the better. So don't tell me I've changed, cause one of the reasons to my change is this. And I'm thanking you. :DDD Really. I really hope this will make you understand that it's hurting me emotionally, and I hope to make changes in the future.. Labels: Friends, Unhappy Days =( сяύсїғιέđ tяixїέ ™
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