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Wednesday, October 1, 2008, 7:42 PM the disadvantage of growing up. Awhile back, I was thinking about growing up. About me growing in mind and spiritually. I thought about the things adults do.. Lying, Dishonestly, Backstabbing, Hypocrites, etc. Just the thought alone scares me. I realized, from my observations, When you grow older, you'll spend most of your time with people of your age group or older. You won't mix around with younger kids. You'll seem less approachable, More duties, Less time, More commitment with stuff, You might even be less social for some, Less active/hyper, More secrets, Less straight-forward, and the list goes on and on. Sounds freaky? I think it does. But I'm wondering if its possible for me to grow up, and yet keep being myself? Everyone is saying that I'm such a child, and childish and immature, but I don't want to be like having all those I pin pointed up there. All this will hurt others. And I don't like it. I like making people HAPPY. Such Chimlogy. I won't mind trying to grow up, but I refuse to have those above, nor do I wish to be forced to go through it so quickly.. But all in all, as long as I believe and trust, God will be there to go through the journey with me.. And I'm really glad for once, I have someone to rely on, someone who won't leave me behind. =DDD God is Great. <3 сяύсїғιέđ tяixїέ ™
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