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Thursday, June 19, 2008, 1:23 AM Happy Birthday to... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( I'm so confused... i wished i could just settle everything with the click of my fingers. really feel like banging my head on the wall till it bleeds. saying is easy, but the outcome after its blurt out sucks. cause i don't wish to hurt anyone's feelings.. that's why I'm so lost. i'm just sitting here waiting for the explanations to come flying through my window into my hands as if i was waiting for airmail. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( should I? Or should I not? Also, i hope that the Sentosa outing I've organized with my group will turn out a success.. we've also extended our invite to the rest of TeenEDGE, but apparently, the response isn't very good.. I do wish that all facilitators and leaders will get back to me ASAP cause or else i'll have to call them up one by one. Mass-ed sms quite a number of people already yet still no reply.. Sighs. perhaps its just not fated/ meant to be. I so hoped that all this is just a dream. and when i wake up tomorrow, I'll get a pleasant surprise. That might happen, in my dreams.. I guess again, I've put in too much expectations.. сяύсїғιέđ tяixїέ ™
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